Thursday, March 12, 2009

I'm here....

....just blaaaaa.

March/April suck for me.

Every year.

Brings back nasty memories.

Things I'd like to forget but never will.

A fellow ES mamma posted last night about how sad it all still makes her.

sigh

Been a bad, yucky day.

I don't even want to blog about all of it right now.

I've cried a ton tonight about it.

We are going to a "resort" in Orlando on Saturday to lay by the pool and drink Margarita's.

Hopefully the relaxation and sun will pull me out of this funk.

7 comments:

The Semi-Domesticated Mama said...

Hugs. My bad month is October- 3 dead babies in October. Not a good month for me. Have a margarita for me, my vampire baby won't give up the boobie milk so I can go back to being a lush. Sigh....

Becky said...

My bad month is January-when our daughter passed away in '05 :(

*Hugs* I hope you have a good time in Orlando-drink one for me!

michelle hays said...

May you never have a bad March or April again. May your future days be filled with wonder, happiness and miracles. May you never look back and grieve. May each step that you take leave a footprint on land that you have conquered.

Much love to you, Trish. Im standing by if you need me.

Anonymous said...

my bad month is july. im a nurse and had a 3 month old baby as a pt. (victim of child abuse) he didnt make it.=(

not to bring you further down during your bad month, just to let you know your not alone.
sending e-hugs

MyLinda said...

(((Hugs))) Have fun this weekend!

Chrystie said...

Oh my. You are my heart today. I am RIGHT THERE with you for pretty much the same reasons. I am thinking about opening up a bottle of wine (and for my blog, a bottle of whine) :-)...

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