Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mother's Day.



This Mother's Day is an amazing and emotional one for me.

To my babies.

My precious miracle Makily.

You are the child that changed me forever. The child I have watched fight from the brink of death more times than I like to admit. You are the child that has given me strength when I didn't think I had any left to give. You have shown me what Love really is. You have connected me to a circle of so many people that have enriched our lives. You have made me a better person. You have taught me what is important in life, your determination has given me hope when there was none to be found. You are the reason I was born. You ARE my purpose in life and ALL things in my world lead back to you somehow. Because of you I have done things I never would have thought I had the strength to even attempt.

YOU have led us to your baby brother.

You are my center, my love and my life.



Sweet Little J
Photobucket

My first foster baby, my first boy....my first son.

You have only been here a week and I love you like my own. While my heart aches with fear of the future, it soars when you smile at me. Already you know that I am "Mommy" and I am overwhelmed with joy because of that. I pray that God's plan is for you to stay with us forever. If you leave us, you will NEVER be forgotten and you will take a piece of my heart with you. You stole it when you happily smiled at me and immediately cuddled into my arms when we first met. You made it impossible not to attach myself to you, I never had a chance sweet one.


Being a mother is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I am so thankful to God for giving us these two blessings.

I love this song. I am stealing it from Jen's blog today.


6 comments:

Anonymous said...

tara said..

happy mother's day!

michelle hays said...

JEEZ. talk about a tearjerker. Well writen. happy day!

Proud Mommy To An Angel said...

Priceless! You write with such beauty. As for the social worker, tell her to take a hike. Research says you can't spoil a kid by picking them when they cry. I think you're safe until he's about 6 or so months. Then I figure, give him extra time considering his past and all. Hopefully the sling will help. My nephew was really clinging at first, and now we can hardly catch the kid, he runs all the time! So, in my opinion, for what it's worth, snuggle the hell out the kid! They grow up way too fast!!! Love you! J

Stephanie Rese (St-Pierre) said...

YOu were so meant to be a mom, ENJOY!!!!

Shan said...

Good idea with the sling! Not sure what brand your using, I have two peanut shells and they have been my LIFESAVERS! I started "wearing" Marie when she was 3 or 4 days old, and now it's one of the things that gives her the most comfort. I'm so thankful I stumbled on them when I had her. Best of luck, loving the photos!

Andrea "The H family" said...

I'm so excited!! I'm praying for long term!! I laughed out loud at Makily belly laughing at J! Luke used to laugh when babies would cry in the doctor's lobby! LOL
Praying!!! This child just sounds so YOU Trish. Oh..and the sling thing! I hope to sling it with the new babe. I could never with Luke cuz his low tone. I heard they are wonderful though! Hugs sweetie,A