I have no motivation to do anything right now. I don't really know why. I am bored, tired and for some reason just feel like sitting and staring at the wall. Pathetic yes I know. Allen took Makily to therapy today and I am sitting here trying to work up the motivation to go and take a shower. I don't know why I get like this sometimes but I really hate it. I feel like a cow and I need to get back on my diet. I have seriously neglected that and myself lately. I feel so much better when I am out and about excersizing and doing things. I just need to get my butt moving and I just have no motivation right now. I can't sleep at night and then feel like a zombie during the day because when I do finally sleep it's fitfull and I am having weird, sad, and sometimes really crazy dreams. I got really frustrating last night with Makily's eating. I try so hard to get her to eat and I just felt like giving up last night. She will have a mouthfull of food play with it for a while......sometimes if I am lucky she will swallow a small amount and then spit the rest. I feel so defeated with her eating sometimes. UGH!!! I am not giving up I just am feeling a little down about it today.
We are broke as jokes right now and that makes me mad. Income tax time is soon though so I know that will catch us up quite a bit. We are also planning on selling the truck.....as much as I hate too we need the money and it's a gas hog. It sucks because once we sell it I will have to drive Allen back and forth to work in the middle of the night sometimes. This is not going to do much for my sleeping habits and getting them back to "normal" but I guess you do what ya gotta do.
That's all for now. I am going to go take a shower. *yawn*
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Feeling rather blaaaa.
Posted by Patyrish at 1/17/2006 01:53:00 PM
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3 comments:
sorry to hear your feeling blah. I've had those days. I hate when I can't sleep. You're in my prayers. Love you, J
You're a woman ...I'm pretty sure it's our curse to have those days. WE ALL GET THEM! And you're not a cow!
Glad we could become friends. I have you on my bloglines now...I'll be in more often.
Hugs to you sweetie.
I know what you mean about being broke. We are completly broke right now and we are anxiously waiting for our tax appt to see how much money we are getting back so we can get caught up a little bit. You're not alone. Love you Pinky MWAH!
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