I have blog slacked this week.
It seems like between all that's going on with J's case, Christmas, getting my tubes tied, Lots of upcoming appts for Makily, licensing workers calling (yes they already want to start re-licensing us, GOD LORD) I ha vent had time to really get anything done. I know I am horribly distracted because I will walk across the house to get or do something and have NO IDEA what I just went to do by the time I get to where I am going.
I need some Ginko Biloba I think.
We are celebrating J's first birthday this weekend. It's not his real birthday but I didn't want to do it on a week day. I have not posted about his real birthday for privacy and confidentiality reasons.
I can't believe he is ONE though.
Is that crazy or what?
I'll post whatever pictures of his party that I can.
I am loving my freelance job with the newspaper. It's cool that they are letting me try so many different things. It's a bright spot.
I'm doing alright by the way. Hanging in there and taking things day by day. I don't know how to function any other way at this point. If I focus on all the bad things that could happen in the coming months I will be a walking anxiety attack (I did that for a day or so and hmmm...I didn't like it much). I'm not good to Makily or J if I can't think straight right?
So I am desperately trying to pull myself up by the boot straps and get it together.
Keep the prayers coming for Allen, Makily, for me and right now especially for our Little J.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
What was I just doing?
Posted by Patyrish at 12/18/2008 10:58:00 PM
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I just wanted to let you know that I feel for you. Our FS is leaving next month when he shouldn't be. I really and truely hope that this doesn't happen to you. It is the worst pain imaginable. All my prayers are with you and J.
tara said...
i know this was a serious post, but i giggled in the beginning when u were talking about how busy you've been, kinda matter-of-fact...ya know, Christmas, Makily's appointment, J's case, getting my tubes tied, and grocery shopping. lol. made me giggle! just remember the words of Jeremy Camp in his song "I will walk by faith, even when I cannot see"
praying for peace that passes all understanding.
Sending hugs and prayers your way! Love you, J
I read your blog from time to time and have followed your story (returning to it for a good dose of your Dave-Barryesque humor). Your love for your children is very inspiring. I have prayed that the Lord would allow you to keep your baby, but, if not, that this trial wouldn't be wasted, and that He would accomplish great things through it. It won't make it easier, but hopefully it will help to give your suffering some sense of purpose - being conformed to the likeness of Christ. Still praying....
sweetie..me, my mom, my family and pretty much everyone who blog stalks me..ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU.
I swear..you always come up in my conversations now! "So, hi Andrea..how are you? Heard from Makily's mom? How's J doing...I'm so worried about him". Isn't that crazy! Trust me girl..we ache with you on this. We are praying. I promise you honey.
Love you much,
A
p.s. You didn't get a Christmas card this year because I didn't send any!! Maybe a New Years?! Still not sure!!
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