I am so ashamed that I have neglected my blog for so long.
I started facebooking and I think that may have been a reason for my blog block. That and so much of J's case is *almost* over that I honestly am afraid to even talk about it here for fear that someone will find this blog and something bad will happen.
Am I paranoid?
Most definitely.
I also have been in a weird place as far as Makily is concerned. I don't mean how much I love and adore the little booger. I mean the why's etc. I get to the point where I don't want to talk about all the sad crap and my blog HAS been my outlet so I have just stifled myself. I'm not sure why other then sometimes talking about it makes it more real maybe?
Not too much has changed since I last blogged. Like I said before J's case is FINALLY winding down but not without MUCH drama and headaches as always. My Christmas miracle would be that his adoption would be final by the end of this year. That is my DREAM. I sort of have a feeling it will be in January though and that makes me mad but yet again it's not something I can do anything about. Until his adoption is final I can't relax. I worry EVERY DAY that some family member will crawl out of the woodwork and say they want him. They tell me that's highly unlikely but I've heard that all before haven't I?
Makly is doing well and being as sweet as ever. They have been working with her on a tricycle at school and she seems to like the "regular" one as opposed to the adapted trike. The adapted one has all kinds of restraints and Makily hates being strapped into/onto anything. Add a helmet to that and she's M.A.D.! The regular tricycle is less restrictive and they said she giggles with it. Hoping to try and get her one like it for Christmas or soon after.
Today she's come down with a fever, nausea (with retching...oh joy), and diarrhea. I can't wait until the cold weather is over because it seems like we just can't keep her well during this time of year.
Much love blog family. Sorry I've been away but I promise, I'll be blogging more.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I'm coming back.
Posted by Patyrish at 12/19/2009 11:41:00 PM
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You have such beautiful children. I always love watching the videos of Makily (so charasmatic). Merry Christmas. I hope someday to have children of my own to love. Like you, I also worry about genetics (for different reasons). I have Asperger's Syndrome and if I conceive a child someday, there is a higher risk that the child will have autism (unknown severity and don't know the exact statistics).
I think that although your Makily will always need extra help with everything, she has a happy life ahead of her as long as she is surrounded by those she loves.
Hello! I remember when our children were that age and wondering if we'd ever have a Christmas morning w/o somebody clutching a bucket!
Hope your holidays are ick-free!
glad your back..i'm there with ya on the why's..its probably cause ive been watching say yes to the dress.. so ive decided emma will be a bride several times for halloween..lol.. hope you get your christmas miracle..
Glad to see you blogging!!! Get that girl well so I can smooch on her! I'm praying for your miracle as well, Jamie and I were talking about it last night.
And..just so you smile...
cake balls.
Yeah! So glad you are back to blogging. I en joy your writing so much and it is always such a pleasure to get updates on your sweet kiddos!
I hope that Makily will feel better soon! The retching and sickness is no fun. I'm crossing my fingers and toes that the adoption moves fast!
I'm glad to see you back, Trish.
I've missed your writing. If you want to leave the sad past behind you, why dont you start a new blog? Ill follow you there. Ill follow you anywhere, trish!
Sweetie..I'm right there with you. I don't blog as much. It's so hard!! Facebook has robbed us all. And? What about P2P? Do they exist anymore? Ugh..life has changed. In short! J!!! Excited about that! and sorry about baby girl with the swine. It does SUCK!! Huge hugs honey...love, A
I found your blog maybe a couple months ago,I think that you are so sweet and your family is so beautiful!!
Don't do your blog if you don't feel comfortable (or so busy mama;))but the majority is always sending bright blessings to you and your family.
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