So I have really just been walking on air since finding out that SleepSafe was GIVING Makily a bed. Every time I think about it I am just amazed.
The next day I got a card in the mail from a nice lady at our agency. She thanked me for taking the time to care about Little J and his well being. I was floored. There are details behind this I can't share but let's just say it made me feel EVEN better about things.
That being said tomorrow is another BIG DECISION day when it comes to Little J and his future. There is a "staffing". Basically it's a meeting where all parties involved talk about where the case is going and what should be done. This is supposedly "The Big One". J's case should be (and I say that loosely) coming to a close in the next several weeks and this staffing is "supposedly" the one that is going to decide what will happen at the final court hearing. Honestly though it wouldn't surprise me if I am walking out of the meeting scratching my head going "hmm that was a waste of time".
I waffled back and forth on whether or not I was going. I had my own fears and reasons for not going and up until this morning was pretty sure I was not attending. Trust me those reasons and fears are very valid. Well I can't stand it, I have to go. Those that know me know I will be going crazy if I am not there. I plan on going and sitting quietly unless I am asked a question. Last time I was only asked one or two questions and I kept it short, sweet and to the point.
Unfortunately much like my sister Deborah has explained before in HER BLOG, I inherited the same NERVOUS stomach she has. Basically any time I or she is dealing a HIGH stress situation, we have what we now call a "Poo Poo Bonanza" or "Poo Poo Fest 2008".
(I've gone too far on my blog again haven't I?)
By the way this lady is totally faking a "Poo Poo Bonanza" attack.
Her face is not pale enough and she is missing the sweat pouring down her face.
She also does not have that look of terror either.
Pray that I at least make it through the meeting without "Poo Poo Fest 2008" commencing. Fun thing to pray for eh....no poop right?
God must really think I have lost my mind at this point.
But Seriously.......
......pray that tomorrow brings our family one step closer to knowing the future of Little J. Pray that whatever the outcome is that we will all handle it with love, grace and strength.
Most of all pray for the safety and future of our Little J.
The next day I got a card in the mail from a nice lady at our agency. She thanked me for taking the time to care about Little J and his well being. I was floored. There are details behind this I can't share but let's just say it made me feel EVEN better about things.
That being said tomorrow is another BIG DECISION day when it comes to Little J and his future. There is a "staffing". Basically it's a meeting where all parties involved talk about where the case is going and what should be done. This is supposedly "The Big One". J's case should be (and I say that loosely) coming to a close in the next several weeks and this staffing is "supposedly" the one that is going to decide what will happen at the final court hearing. Honestly though it wouldn't surprise me if I am walking out of the meeting scratching my head going "hmm that was a waste of time".
I waffled back and forth on whether or not I was going. I had my own fears and reasons for not going and up until this morning was pretty sure I was not attending. Trust me those reasons and fears are very valid. Well I can't stand it, I have to go. Those that know me know I will be going crazy if I am not there. I plan on going and sitting quietly unless I am asked a question. Last time I was only asked one or two questions and I kept it short, sweet and to the point.
Unfortunately much like my sister Deborah has explained before in HER BLOG, I inherited the same NERVOUS stomach she has. Basically any time I or she is dealing a HIGH stress situation, we have what we now call a "Poo Poo Bonanza" or "Poo Poo Fest 2008".
(I've gone too far on my blog again haven't I?)
By the way this lady is totally faking a "Poo Poo Bonanza" attack.
Her face is not pale enough and she is missing the sweat pouring down her face.
She also does not have that look of terror either.
Pray that I at least make it through the meeting without "Poo Poo Fest 2008" commencing. Fun thing to pray for eh....no poop right?
God must really think I have lost my mind at this point.
But Seriously.......
......pray that tomorrow brings our family one step closer to knowing the future of Little J. Pray that whatever the outcome is that we will all handle it with love, grace and strength.
Most of all pray for the safety and future of our Little J.
6 comments:
praying for your meeting tomorrow. i just may get a nervous stomach thinking about it!
praying everthing goes ok.. and hope your tummy is better too.. i get upset tummy too..lol..
you knew I would comment here.. :0)
I have you on ALL fronts, my friend. Many prayers going up on your behalf.
praying for ya! Love you guys! J
Trish- my hat's off to you. You are an awesome fighter and mother. I wish YOU were my mom...
I SOOOO know what you mean with the bowel issues and nerves (your depiction was hillarious).
Everytime I go to the dentists office, I make numerous trips to the toilet. In fact, in mexico we have a hand gesture for when somebody is affraid. We pinch our fingers together repetitive times symbolizing the rectum activity spawned by nerves- NO JOKE. Any mexican knows this hand gesture.
Thinking of you!
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